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| im over robert
im with kevin
dont know how long it will last but im with him..
one of my best friends thinks i hate her
i dont know what is up with that
none of my old friends from tivy are talking to me
and i dont know why i guess they are too busy
you would really think id see more of people that live one town over
i mean we share a wal mart come on
well my family is going to sea world i dont feel like going
so i have the house to myself
im sure to some people this may mean "party time" or have the boy friend over for some secret fun
but for me it probably means do nothing all day and maybe work on some homework
or maybe ill call my dad and go driving
i wish i could sneak my boy friend over but he is working
he is always working, i never get to see him and sometimes i forget why im still with him
we have been together for a whole month!
ive decided im not getting him a promise ring that i know he has been hinting at
i have $72 in my pocket and after getting salem nueterd i may still have enough for halloween
i want a kick as costume but im not sure what i want to be
i wanted to be a pirtate but then sarah said she wanted to be and she was ordering stuff for her costume
well thats all for now folkes gotta go peace bitches
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| i miss my robert well i cant claim him but i love him
his long brown hair, his hard stomach
he could pick me up and i trusted him
i felt right around him it was wonderful in his arms
i wish he would quit forgeting my number
and have sence to call every once in a while
maybe if i had a reason to hate him i wouldnt miss him
but no i cant hate him dont have reason to
i miss him so much i dont want anyone else
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| im tired my head hurts, i think my sinuses are bugging me... i want to sleep but i dont know if its possible its only 6:40.. i really need to find me someone to think about that doesnt make me feel depressed. I still kind of want to go back to Robert he was so fucking sexy and made me happy when he didnt go days without calling and denying our relationship with our friends but i dont know who else to turn to nobody likes me and it makes me sad... and the few people who do like me im seriously just not interested in.... man im such a mess.... i wanna sleep later peoples
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| same two parents
same experiances growing up
we even used to look the same when we were younger
but now i can help but notice shes fucking goregous and well im not
my friends say im hott but its not how i feel
everyone loves her
including whoever i happen to like
shes pretty and loose and knows how to have a good time
im plain and usually quiet, conservative and to a point modest
i dont even know what a good time is
she has fun just hanging out with her friends at taco casa
they dont include me so i just sit there bored
you dont know what its like when your sisters an angel
an angel on birth control that everyone loves
im glad some of my friends dont know her too well
they still like me more
shes always been the one to steal my friends
ill always be second best
if she is too busy then they hang out with me if they have to
its impossible to be happy with myself when im around her
im like her shadow not to be seen or heard
it really sucks you know
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| aye im new to this whole xanga thing... im used to myspace but i guess i can get to this
one of my friends hooked me up. im bored i guess ill try to make a background or something
peace
-emily
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